So it's been a while again. Lol. It's 11:38pm I'm bored and figured I'd go ahead and blog. I'm listening to B. Slade aka Tonex album A Brilliant Catastrophe (alpha) it's pretty good I like. Anyway, so I'm moving again. Smh yeah I know. I moved August past and was gone for only a week. This time I'll be gone permenantly. Although I'm a bit confused. I've been job searching and I got an email from this company in Madison, WI they want me to email my resume with two references. It's for Desktop Support position. Not sure what I want to do yet, still thinking about that. If they were to offer me the position I would definitely take it. Only thing is I wouldn't have no where to stay, but I'm sure I'd figure that out. A lot of thinking to do about this considering I'm supposed to be moving to Los Angeles in 3 weeks.
I've applied to jobs in Los Angeles and surrounding areas, but haven't been quite lucky yet. Most of them are looking for someone local. My resume still has New Orleans address on it at the moment. I don't want to change it to the California address and I'm not there because I'm afraid that I'll get a call or an email asking if I could come to an interview the next day or some day that week. I wouldn't have a way to get to Cali in that short amount of time, the tickets would be sky high!! Milwaukee doesn't seem to care about my location they see my resume online and see that I'm searching for employment and they are emailing me about their jobs so what should I do????
Milwaukee??? California??? Huuuh I have no idea I'm stuck at this moment. I need some help aaahhh!!!!
Well that's it for now, I'll try to come on here more often. I'll TRY. Lol.
Monday, December 13, 2010
Monday, August 9, 2010
Thoughts
Just thought I come through because I just had this on my mind and wanted to blog it. It may be confusing it may not be. I'm just writing as the words come to my mind. Its no specific order or whatever.
I have to learn to keep my Faith when trying times come around. I have to learn to trust You more and more. I have to learn to not question the things you do. I have to learn to cast my cares upon you and leave them there. I have to learn that everything you do has a purpose that I may not understand, but know that it is your plan for me. No matter what happens in my life I have to remember that your word is truth. That you will never leave me nor forsake me. Work on me Jesus. I want to give you my all and surrender myself to you. I know that the road won't be easy, you never said that it would be. But I know that I won't be on that road alone that you are always there. I want you apart of my everyday life. I desire to have you apart of my everyday life and everything I do. Let not my will, but your will be done. I don't want to stray away anymore. Lord guide me down the right path and help me to stay on that path once I'm there. I desire to be more like you Jesus. I cry often because I know I've been a disappointment to you and I want to do better. Forgive me of my sins. I love you beyond what words can express. I'm tired of being partially right I want to be all the way...God give me the strength, give my family and friends the strength they need to get through any situation they are going through. You are our comforter, our way maker, our provider. our everything.
I fall to my knees with tears in my eyes and I pray to You endlessly...you know my every thought. You know that all I ever wanna do is be there when I'm needed and as much as I can. You know my heart aches when I'm not able to do so. I don't understand why, but I have to trust that You have it all under control no matter how hard it maybe for me. Its just frustrating when I can't do anything, but sit back and let it be known that I'm always here and try to give words of encouragement. I feel like it isn't enough. *tears* why do I cry when you say it would be alright.
I have to trust Him, believe Him, and never doubt Him.
I have to learn to keep my Faith when trying times come around. I have to learn to trust You more and more. I have to learn to not question the things you do. I have to learn to cast my cares upon you and leave them there. I have to learn that everything you do has a purpose that I may not understand, but know that it is your plan for me. No matter what happens in my life I have to remember that your word is truth. That you will never leave me nor forsake me. Work on me Jesus. I want to give you my all and surrender myself to you. I know that the road won't be easy, you never said that it would be. But I know that I won't be on that road alone that you are always there. I want you apart of my everyday life. I desire to have you apart of my everyday life and everything I do. Let not my will, but your will be done. I don't want to stray away anymore. Lord guide me down the right path and help me to stay on that path once I'm there. I desire to be more like you Jesus. I cry often because I know I've been a disappointment to you and I want to do better. Forgive me of my sins. I love you beyond what words can express. I'm tired of being partially right I want to be all the way...God give me the strength, give my family and friends the strength they need to get through any situation they are going through. You are our comforter, our way maker, our provider. our everything.
I fall to my knees with tears in my eyes and I pray to You endlessly...you know my every thought. You know that all I ever wanna do is be there when I'm needed and as much as I can. You know my heart aches when I'm not able to do so. I don't understand why, but I have to trust that You have it all under control no matter how hard it maybe for me. Its just frustrating when I can't do anything, but sit back and let it be known that I'm always here and try to give words of encouragement. I feel like it isn't enough. *tears* why do I cry when you say it would be alright.
I have to trust Him, believe Him, and never doubt Him.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
UPDATE!!!!
OMG!!!! It's been a while since I've written anything. Where can I begin, so much has happened. Well, I just start when I went to ATL. I left for ATL a weekend earlier than planned to go see a friend of mine who I don't consider of friend, but my baby sister. I left Thursday arrived there friday morning around 12 something in the AM. Yeah I drove! It wasn't that bad of a drive except the scenery was horrible nothing but trees lol. Anyway, when I got there I was across the street from the dorms and didn't know lol, I thought I was gon' get lost but I was right there too funny. Krissy came across the street and I can remember thinking how excited I was to finally meet her. I seen her walk in and I just smiled and laughed we gave each other hug and she had to pay for where i was parked or whatever. Skipping pass all of that got upstairs was kind of wierd, but exciting. It's like meeting a sibling for the first time that was the feeling I had.
The whole weekend was fun she met my brother he grilled her and she answered lol. It was funny, he took us out to eat it was a great time. We went to the coca cola factory that was fun cause i was being crazy wanted to slap some of them people but it was definitely fun. Oh yeah she took me to Atlantic Station and The Underground it was an experience that is all. Oh we laughed at how we were walking up them darn hills omg I was tired lol. The best day was when we sat in her room and talked for a bit and I couldn't believe I actually told her things I haven't even told my mom lol. She taught me hwo to hug, well that's sort of a long maybe short story. I know how to hug, but uh its hard to explain. Well, I'll make it short. I am an emotional softy on the inside, but on the outside I appear hard and as if nothing could hurt me lol. I have a problem with showing emotion ie. hugging, talking about how i feel. Not sure if i'm saying that right idk hard to explain.
She told me when she came to the gas station I gave her a one arm hug lol. I felt bad cause in my mind I was hugging her with two arms. One arm hugs just seem as if you really don't want to hug or not excited to see the person and that definitely wasn't the case. I was excited to see her I told her that. I told her that what I say in text messages to people is how I truly feel but it never shows outwardly, Just something I have to work on. I'm getting better with the hug thing though lol. When it was time to leave I really didn't want to I had a blast, but it was time to go back to reality. I gave her hug goodbye and this time it was two arms yaaayyy me..I actually hugged her twice if I remember correctly. I was proud of me lmbo. Anyway that was my trip short version was that short? lol.
Moving on to now I'm skipping alot cause it's just too much to type. Got home was there for a a day or so and than bam the electric was turned off. I can just remember thinking wow this is crazy so now we are staying at his moms house. Ugh! I am so ready to go back to my house, but that doesn't seem like its going to happen anytime soon. I'll be leaving to dallas by time we are able to pay the bill. I just get so aggravated and I'm so ready to get out of there to the point where I just want to cry sometimes. Okay i'm a stop here its alot to type and i'm not one to sit and type all day. I'm bored with this now so i'm a end here.
Love ya!
The whole weekend was fun she met my brother he grilled her and she answered lol. It was funny, he took us out to eat it was a great time. We went to the coca cola factory that was fun cause i was being crazy wanted to slap some of them people but it was definitely fun. Oh yeah she took me to Atlantic Station and The Underground it was an experience that is all. Oh we laughed at how we were walking up them darn hills omg I was tired lol. The best day was when we sat in her room and talked for a bit and I couldn't believe I actually told her things I haven't even told my mom lol. She taught me hwo to hug, well that's sort of a long maybe short story. I know how to hug, but uh its hard to explain. Well, I'll make it short. I am an emotional softy on the inside, but on the outside I appear hard and as if nothing could hurt me lol. I have a problem with showing emotion ie. hugging, talking about how i feel. Not sure if i'm saying that right idk hard to explain.
She told me when she came to the gas station I gave her a one arm hug lol. I felt bad cause in my mind I was hugging her with two arms. One arm hugs just seem as if you really don't want to hug or not excited to see the person and that definitely wasn't the case. I was excited to see her I told her that. I told her that what I say in text messages to people is how I truly feel but it never shows outwardly, Just something I have to work on. I'm getting better with the hug thing though lol. When it was time to leave I really didn't want to I had a blast, but it was time to go back to reality. I gave her hug goodbye and this time it was two arms yaaayyy me..I actually hugged her twice if I remember correctly. I was proud of me lmbo. Anyway that was my trip short version was that short? lol.
Moving on to now I'm skipping alot cause it's just too much to type. Got home was there for a a day or so and than bam the electric was turned off. I can just remember thinking wow this is crazy so now we are staying at his moms house. Ugh! I am so ready to go back to my house, but that doesn't seem like its going to happen anytime soon. I'll be leaving to dallas by time we are able to pay the bill. I just get so aggravated and I'm so ready to get out of there to the point where I just want to cry sometimes. Okay i'm a stop here its alot to type and i'm not one to sit and type all day. I'm bored with this now so i'm a end here.
Love ya!
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Music Class- Morning refreshment
Hey what's up so my first blog somewhat. Lol. I didn't know how to work it and I had a lot of stuff up there lol. Anyways I was been supposed to right this blog. This blog will be about my music appreciation class last week.
Its my first class of the morning. The professor informed us that there was going to be a young lady who's a graduate student who will be coming in to play for us. Well, at first we thought she was going to show so the professor went on with the lecture and played some selections for us. I will list them for you.
1. Josquin's "Ave Maria...Virgo Serena" (1475)
2. Palestrina "Pope Marcellus Mass Kyrie" (1562-1563)
3. British Composer Thomas Weelkes "As Vesta Was Descending" (1601)
4. Johann Sebastian Bach "Organ Fugue in G Minor" (1709)
I absolutely enjoyed this music it was wonderful. I love listening to different genre's. As she played that cd I went to another place everything around me was no more it was just me and the music. I know it may sound crazy, but its the truth lol. I felt that same way when the young lady came in to play her cello for us. She performed a piece I forgot who it was by and what the title of the song was, but it was amazing to see her sitting there playing this instrument that made such a beautiful sound as my teacher put emphasis on the piece by playing the piano. Beautiful music was played and I did not want to leave, but of course class was now over and we had to go.
I'm a big fan when it comes to instruments. (laughing) don't know how to play them but I really love them. Anywho, I just wanted to express how my morning went. That's the second great start to my day. God being the first of course!
Well, I'm a get to this work so much to do and i'm sleepy lol. The Saints won, WHO DAT! Really happy for them first time ever going to the superbowl and they got the win. There probably won't be anyone in class tomorrow. I'll let you know how it goes. Until than God Bless! Love ya!
Its my first class of the morning. The professor informed us that there was going to be a young lady who's a graduate student who will be coming in to play for us. Well, at first we thought she was going to show so the professor went on with the lecture and played some selections for us. I will list them for you.
1. Josquin's "Ave Maria...Virgo Serena" (1475)
2. Palestrina "Pope Marcellus Mass Kyrie" (1562-1563)
3. British Composer Thomas Weelkes "As Vesta Was Descending" (1601)
4. Johann Sebastian Bach "Organ Fugue in G Minor" (1709)
I absolutely enjoyed this music it was wonderful. I love listening to different genre's. As she played that cd I went to another place everything around me was no more it was just me and the music. I know it may sound crazy, but its the truth lol. I felt that same way when the young lady came in to play her cello for us. She performed a piece I forgot who it was by and what the title of the song was, but it was amazing to see her sitting there playing this instrument that made such a beautiful sound as my teacher put emphasis on the piece by playing the piano. Beautiful music was played and I did not want to leave, but of course class was now over and we had to go.
I'm a big fan when it comes to instruments. (laughing) don't know how to play them but I really love them. Anywho, I just wanted to express how my morning went. That's the second great start to my day. God being the first of course!
Well, I'm a get to this work so much to do and i'm sleepy lol. The Saints won, WHO DAT! Really happy for them first time ever going to the superbowl and they got the win. There probably won't be anyone in class tomorrow. I'll let you know how it goes. Until than God Bless! Love ya!
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