UPDATE!!!!

OMG!!!! It's been a while since I've written anything. Where can I begin, so much has happened. Well, I just start when I went to ATL. I left for ATL a weekend earlier than planned to go see a friend of mine who I don't consider of friend, but my baby sister. I left Thursday arrived there friday morning around 12 something in the AM. Yeah I drove! It wasn't that bad of a drive except the scenery was horrible nothing but trees lol. Anyway, when I got there I was across the street from the dorms and didn't know lol, I thought I was gon' get lost but I was right there too funny. Krissy came across the street and I can remember thinking how excited I was to finally meet her. I seen her walk in and I just smiled and laughed we gave each other hug and she had to pay for where i was parked or whatever. Skipping pass all of that got upstairs was kind of wierd, but exciting. It's like meeting a sibling for the first time that was the feeling I had.

The whole weekend was fun she met my brother he grilled her and she answered lol. It was funny, he took us out to eat it was a great time. We went to the coca cola factory that was fun cause i was being crazy wanted to slap some of them people but it was definitely fun. Oh yeah she took me to Atlantic Station and The Underground it was an experience that is all. Oh we laughed at how we were walking up them darn hills omg I was tired lol. The best day was when we sat in her room and talked for a bit and I couldn't believe I actually told her things I haven't even told my mom lol. She taught me hwo to hug, well that's sort of a long maybe short story. I know how to hug, but uh its hard to explain. Well, I'll make it short. I am an emotional softy on the inside, but on the outside I appear hard and as if nothing could hurt me lol. I have a problem with showing emotion ie. hugging, talking about how i feel. Not sure if i'm saying that right idk hard to explain.

She told me when she came to the gas station I gave her a one arm hug lol. I felt bad cause in my mind I was hugging her with two arms. One arm hugs just seem as if you really don't want to hug or not excited to see the person and that definitely wasn't the case. I was excited to see her I told her that. I told her that what I say in text messages to people is how I truly feel but it never shows outwardly, Just something I have to work on. I'm getting better with the hug thing though lol. When it was time to leave I really didn't want to I had a blast, but it was time to go back to reality. I gave her hug goodbye and this time it was two arms yaaayyy me..I actually hugged her twice if I remember correctly. I was proud of me lmbo. Anyway that was my trip short version was that short? lol.

Moving on to now I'm skipping alot cause it's just too much to type. Got home was there for a a day or so and than bam the electric was turned off. I can just remember thinking wow this is crazy so now we are staying at his moms house. Ugh! I am so ready to go back to my house, but that doesn't seem like its going to happen anytime soon. I'll be leaving to dallas by time we are able to pay the bill. I just get so aggravated and I'm so ready to get out of there to the point where I just want to cry sometimes. Okay i'm a stop here its alot to type and i'm not one to sit and type all day. I'm bored with this now so i'm a end here.

Love ya!